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Shoes :D [24 Dec 2005|03:02pm]
Thought I would show everyone my new shoes as I have nothing better to do, lol.

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(I love shoes. It's sad..I know.)

Hope everyone has a good Christmas.
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[20 Dec 2005|09:28pm]
[ mood | angry ]

So..Last night I had to go into college to collect my A-level certificates, as I’m sure most of you will know. To cut a long story short I saw a few interesting people but it was still pretty boring. I should have just made them post them to me.

On the way home we were going down the road (the one with Grangefield school on it if anybody cares) when all of a sudden this guy just ran out into the road. Mum tried to swerve but couldn't go far enough as she would have gone straight onto income traffic. He ran straight into the side of our car. It made such an awful noise. I feel pretty mean as my first thoughts as I looked up at the broken wing mirror and scratched glass were 'Oh my God, Mums car is damaged' (it's practically her baby) then of course I turned around to see the guy flopping down into the middle of the road and people running to help him. Although to be honest that made me just worry that they were going to in some way think my mum was to blame. Anyway it turns out the dickhead was drunk (explains how he managed to walk out into traffic and straight into the side of a moving car.) Also I think I should mention that he turned out to be 17, not even old enough to drink, the little Fucker. Pardon my French. All the time the ambulance men were trying to help him he wouldn't let go of his bottle of Newcastle brown ale. Also his friends who were with him explained that one of the reasons he was in such a rush was because he has a curfew due to his Anti-social behaviour order and he was going to be late. Maybe we should have hit him at a greater speed, we would have been doing the world a favour. It's all ok though, looks like he's probably going to have to pay for some of the repairs and he has virtually ruined the whole side of a £20 000 car so it's probably not going to be cheap. Looks like there'll be no new tracksuits and stripy jumpers for him for quite a few years, lol.

Compensation please *holds out hands*

Also..on a completely unrelated topic..Ben and I have been going out for 18 months today :)

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Just when I thought I'd escaped.. [02 Dec 2005|10:24am]
[ mood | tired ]

Oh My God *kills self*

Glynis Gardener is leaving Bede college to come back here to teach psych. It's like my worst nightmare has become a reality. I'm going to fail, lol.

On a more cheerful note I got feedback from the sociology presentation I was forced to do last week. I got 68 marks which is 2 marks of the highest grade I could have got. It was also great as the teacher that marked me is a mean bastard and I expected him to give me about 10 marks. Also..me + presentation = Disasted. Wish i'd had Chris there to do it for me like in A-level psychology, lol.

I'm so bored, I'm stuck here for 4 hours then I have to go to an origins of psychology lecture which is REALLY hard to stay awake in. Although I have a happy thought for the day: Only 2 more weeks left at uni before the christmas break. Wooo.

Before I forget..What does everybody think of these: http://www.pennangalan.co.uk/boots/FW146.php
I'm thinking of getting them in black with white trim. Or would black with red trim be better?

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[28 Oct 2005|11:23am]
Could somebody tell Ross to stop getting his cock out on webcam as i'm surrounded by people in the middle of uni, lol.

Exhibitionist *tuts*

Good job I love him.
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Uni [26 Sep 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Uni = Big and scary. Surely so many buildings are not required. I was sooo glad that Ben was there today otherwise I would have never managed to find any of the rooms I was in. It seems even bigger if I compare it to Bede :(
Today seemed to be a bit of a waste really as we hardly did anything. Was slightly disappointed all in all and at some points wished I hadn't turned down the offer from Northumbria.. But come to think of it it may have been just as bad there.
Didn't really talk to many people with Ben being there but to be honest there weren't that many people I wanted to talk to. At one point I was talking to 3 18 year old girls, all of which had children old enough to talk..Shows you the type of people who go to Teeside really. I wish I had been brave enough to move out.
Oddly enough mum went to see a psychic tonight (lol) who told her that she had an intelligent daughter who was starting something new today that she would not like or find challenging enough and within months will have moved away to do something better. Looking increasingly correct.
Hope everyone else had a better 1st day :)

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Crazy dreams.. [05 Sep 2005|12:41am]
[ mood | bored ]

Last night I had a dream that I hit Ben over the head with one of my stilettos and killed him, I then wandered around completely lost while looking for a coroner. If that wasn’t strange enough after waking up briefly I fell back to sleep and began to dream again but this time I was at some form of carnival where I met D.S.I and their new bassist Nikki Sixx selling cabbages at a stall, what happened after that was somewhat less clear but I do know it involved attempting to molest Nikki Sixx and kissing Victor Love while laying on some grass.

Interpretations anyone?

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Results daaaaay [18 Aug 2005|01:21pm]
[ mood | excited ]

"Miss K Allison
application number : 05-087668-4
The university/college is satisfied that you have met the entrance requirements,
this means that you have a place for the course shown:
Psychology, C800"

Psychology: B, Biology: C, Art: C.

120/120 on unit 5(?) psychology..not bad, lol.

Woo ^_^

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[21 Jul 2005|10:47pm]
What an eventful week..and I don’t mean that in a good way sadly. So the story goes something like this..

Ross called me and was all exited because his friend Ian/Lucy had come to visit him after about 2 years of only speaking online. He was dying for us to meet and asked me to go to his house as soon as possible, which of course I did. Ross had been drinking and as we all know lately whenever Ross drinks he gets nasty and trouble always follows (usually directed at James or his poor mother.) As usual Ross and James started to argue but I didn’t think anything of it as they always do (you could say I’ve become immune to it.) But this time nothing I could say would calm Ross down and the arguing was getting worse and worse until Ross insisted that James leave the house immediately despite the fact that James had nowhere to go. At some point this turned into Ross grabbing James by the hair, getting him in a headlock, dragging him outside and kicking the crap out of poor James. Ross’ mum had to get out of bed to break them up. By this time James was hysterical and the two of them had to be forced into separate rooms. Nobody had even gone to talk to James, which I thought was awful so I went to give him a hug and found him sat on the floor in the dark crying. He broke down and told me how Ross is always attacking him and he couldn’t stand it anymore. After a while I went to see if Ross was ok. Ross’ mum told him he had to tidy up the mess, which I knew he wouldn’t do (which would cause more arguments between him and his mother) so I started to clear away the empty bottles etc from the table. I was throwing stuff in the bin when James rushed in shouting "this is what you do to me" grabbed a huge kitchen knife and before anyone could stop him he sliced into his arm with it so far that it exposed bone. What came next is kind of a blur. There was lots of shouting and blood everywhere. My thoughts were surprising logical at the time. I just thought ‘God, I have to phone an ambulance.’ I was trapped on one side of the counter by Ross and James so I had to crawl underneath it to get to the phone whilst trying to avoid the pools of blood. Ben had already dialled 999 but didn’t know Ross’ address. Although I knew the road name my mind went blank and I couldn’t remember the number so we had to run outside in an attempt to find a number on the outside of the house. Ross was hysterical and walking round in a daze with bloody finger marks all over his face and blood all over his clothes and up his arms, he looked like something from a horror movie. The ambulance arrived within minutes and took him away. I tried to comfort Ross but by that time he had no idea what was going on. At some point when he was told he couldn’t go to the hospital he ran off down the street, I never did get to find out why. We left soon after that. Despite the fact that he lost so much blood he was ok and got out of hospital after only a few hours after needing 20 stitches, though he still cant feel his hand as he cut through the muscle and he now has to see counsellors, but lets face it..it could have been a lot worse.
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Urgh [04 Jul 2005|10:59pm]
I just saw the worst thing ever…A programme on BBC 2 which seemed to be all about killing animals for food. Dad put it on innocently half way through before realising what it was about. We did however realise once the man with the large meat cutter slit the poor cows throat. WITHOUT EVEN STUNNING IT : ( I’ve never seen so much blood. It was one of the worse things I have EVER seen and has completely put me off using/eating anything that was once alive. I’m so glad I don’t eat cow. It even put me off the thought of wearing my new shoes as they’re made of one of those poor cows. However I think I love them too much.
Speaking of my shoes…..

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Grown up, yes? Lol
Oh well..I like them, I bought them at Crow Darlington today when I was shopping (In Darlington obviously, lol.) I also got a pretty new black and pink corset ^_^
and I finally remembered to get my photos taken so I can send away for my drivers licence. The flashing light made my eyes drip thoough, made an interesting photo anyway, lol.

I’m sure I had more to say *looks blank*
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ooops [30 Jun 2005|11:10pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I'm not sure when the last time i updated was so i shall sum up the latest events in the world of kirsty.
On June the 15th i finally went to see Motley Crue, i wont babble on about it because i doubt anybody would be interested but i will say it was amazing. It wouldn't be a lie if i said it was the best gig i have ever been to. We were going to go to the Newcastle date too but decided that it was a bad idea as it was the day before the last big psychology exam, which was pretty important to me. I also missed M'boro music live due to the exams and i had been looking forwards to it for a year. *sigh* never mind.
Exams went ok, though they could have gone better and it's hard to guess what sort of grades i got so we shall just have to wait and see. anyway..the exams ended last friday which i must say came as a relief.
On June the 19th i had been going out with Ben for a whole year :)
June 25th was Ross' birthday part which was fun. However the day after was not as it ended in Ross being thrown out of his house. don't know if i should say too much about that as i don't know if Ross would want me too. Anyway..haven't seen or spoken to him since then as i dont know where he is. Hope everythings ok for him though (love you Ross.)
Last night was the A-level/AS art exhibition. Janet said that the examiner had commented on how he was impressed with my work. I'll take that as a good sign but we'll have to wait and see. As soon as i went into one of the exhibition rooms i noticed a painting that i posed for (done by Fran) of me kissing a girl. It really looked like me too :\ mum was all appalled like "is that 2 girls kissing?!" haha thank god she didn't realise who it was. (She doesn't know about that aspect of my life, lol.)
And that just about brings us to now. These 2 days should be rather boring as Ben's at work. I shall be going to the Georgian with Myke tomorrow if anyone feels like a night out :)

*wanders off*

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Quiz [31 May 2005|11:41pm]
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Forthcoming events [29 Apr 2005|05:20pm]
[ mood | excited ]

*squeaky exited noises*

Soo…Tomorrow I’ll be 18, yes that’s right..I will be an adult, lol. Which in my opinion is quite hard to believe. Anyway, I can’t wait *more exited noises*
Ross and Ben are coming round. I think they’re both staying the night. Ross is insisting that I get drunk despite the fact that I don’t even drink anymore, we’ll have to wait and see how that one turns out. Then Sunday Ben is sleeping over and on Monday Ben and I are going to Disney land, which is one of my birthday presents off the parental units. :D Disney land = best place ever. I almost feel guilty about missing the whole week of college though but at least the Monday is a bank holiday anyway + I’m sure the guilt will go away as soon as the let me loose in the Disney stores. ^_^
The only bad part about this week and next week would be not being able to see Ben tonight because he’s at work therefore I have nobody to annoy/share excitement with : ( also that I didn’t get to see him last night for the same reason. Though atleast I get to see Ross tonight.

*holds hands out for gifts*

Oh and before I forget, last night I had a really odd/random dream. I was stood at the bus stop with Ben and some other people I don’t actually know (yet seemed to know in my dream) when Stacey walked past me and got on the bus without even speaking to me, I was really offended, lol. I think there was actually more to that dream but I can’t remember it and I guess nobody cares anyway, lol.


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[05 Apr 2005|11:07pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Once again I have not updated in ages so I figured it was about time.
I <3 Holidays
Soo..This week mum had yet another argument with dad and this time told him that the reason i'm reconsidering staying at home to go to uni is him. So he said that he's going to move out and hasn't really spoken to me or mother since. It sounds awful but I think it will be better this way. This last argument with him has made me think about all the bad stuff he has done to us in the past. He has always been an awful man and has never been a proper father but I wont go into details.
I shall change the subject now as quite frankly that one was depressing.
I finally started my exam prep for art which is a relief. I'm still not sure about my idea but I can always change it. It still doesn't seem true that we'll only be in college for a few more weeks after going back after the holiday. Which reminds me that I *MUST* pick a uni, seems the deadline is the 28th of this month.
Despite the arguments with my so called father this week has been pretty good. I went to Whitby with mummy and Ben on sunday which was fun. Mum bought me a cute coffin shaped nightmare before christmas purse and pretty earrings, oh and I sooo won at crazy golf, you know i'm right Ben, lol.
Last Thursday mother took me to York, I forgot how great it is to shop there. I got two pretty new t-shirts and loads or new long stripy socks as all of mine seemed to have been disappearing, perhaps Ben has taken to wearing them. Do they make you feel pretty? I had to buy a new bra, all of my old ones no longer fit and I spluge out of them so much that frankly it's quite indecent. I'm sure there should be some rule against people as small as me being a 32E. I blame the pill :( The new bra is rather girly for me, it's covered in pink polka dots, but it's cute anyway and I managed to get the essential matching panties and black and bright pink striped socks. look at me and my coordination go *smug*
Ross came round on Thursday after I got back from York also. It's always fun to have a good girly gossip with the cute gay best friend <3 funniest part of the whole day = Ross attempting a serious conversation with a puppet on his head. You've got to love him, he's so silly.
Before I forget, Ross would like his ass to be famous so...
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I'm sorry if that offended anyone.

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[29 Mar 2005|10:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I would quite like my own cyber goth to keep in a jar. they're so cute.

In other news: Ross came out to his family. I'm so proud of him, I don't know how he ever had the guts to do it. Maybe it's due to his antidepressants, they make him oddly quirky and cheerful. Oh well..one less thing for him to worry about now though. They probably knew all along anyway I suppose.
Oh and before I forget, Ross got Acey Slade's autograph for me..which means that I will love Ross forever more, even if it is on a page from Smash Hits magazine..

P.s I <3 Ben (oh and don't forget Ross.)

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[27 Mar 2005|11:25pm]
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Empathy |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||| 30%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness || 10%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Food indulgent |||| 16%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
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Woo [27 Mar 2005|03:50pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Random update seems i'm quite exited:
I FINALLY found out about what all the hushed conversations about holidays between my family are about. Mum and Dad said that they are going to pay for Ben and I to go to Disney Land for my 18th birthday (if i cant think of anything that I would rather have, but lets face it..what's better than Disney Land? I love it there.)
BUT..it got even better than that..
Last night I was talking to mum and she said that Grandad had decided that for my 18th birthday he didn't just want to give me money that I was going to put in the bank and forget about. Also as it would be my sisters 21st birthday in the same month and he can't give her anything with her not being here to celebrate it he said he would give mum the money that would be for both of our birthdays and she has to use it to pay for me and her to go to New York. Woooo..I've always wanted to go there ^_^
*gets all over exited*

I'm so glad it's the holiday. Bens parents gave me loads of chocolate for Easter so don't be surprised if i'm REALLY fat by the time we get back to college. :\
Speaking of college etc I still need to decide if i should go to Northumbria Uni or just stay at home and go to Teesside like I originally planned...

On a completely random note, do I have "80's" taste in music? that's what Ross has decided to class my musical taste as, purely due to the fact that I listen to the cure, London after midnight, sisters of mercy etc.
P.S thank you Raaass for all the albums from the other day *kisses*

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Results.. [12 Mar 2005|06:13pm]
[ mood | happy ]

sooo...considering I thought I had failed everything I was pretty pleased at getting an A and 2 B's ^_^
I'm still convinced that there must have been some sort of mix up and I have accidentally obtained the results of an intelligent person. I can't complain anyway.
Grandma was so pleased at my results that she cried then gave me £50 :D The results/money made the totally wasted day on Thursday not seem so bad.
I slept at Ben's again last night which was fun. When I got home Mum was once again talking quietly about holidays to my sister on the phone (she seemed to have forgot about my amazing hearing skills.) The curiosity is killing me.
That pretty much brings me to now. Ben's at work so i'm all alone and incredibly bored i can't even go and see Ross as he's diseased (he has mumps, poor boy.)

*wanders off*

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[10 Mar 2005|07:45pm]
I forgot to mention I saw the oddest thing on monday. In biology we were forced to watch a video of a man and woman having sex in a giant scanner (like an MRI, not one of those things we have connected to our computers as some people thought.) That's not the oddest bit though..Fun fact for the day: when you have sex your penis bends to up to a 90° angle. *shudders at the thought* it really is the oddest thing to see. The video also contained a woman turning into a man (with the help of injected male hormones) Come to think of it I don't even think it was really related to our work. Doc just though it was hilarious.

oh and today was a waste of a perfectly good day *growls*
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[09 Mar 2005|10:05pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Unit 4 results tomorrow *screams*
It's a good job i've already come to terms with my failure of all subjects.

Yesterday the parental units tried to make me go for my MMR jab, despite the fact I told them that it was not going to happen. I got as far as the car park of the doctors surgery before my irrational fear of injections took over and I couldn't move. needless to say they failed to move me (despite their best efforts) so I didn't get it done. No doubt at some point they will once again attempt to drag me to get it. It was quite odd though as when my father was telling me that I had to get it done he mentioned something about not being able to go on any airplanes or holidays if I didn't have it done. In reply to this my mother glared at him and said something like "i haven't told her yet" which left me rather confused.

Janet (the art teacher) have us our exam papers about a month early (surely theres some rule against this but seems it gives me tonnes more time i'm really not complaining.) This years theme isn't quite as good as last years however I do still have loads of interesting ideas so it's all good. The theme is concealed and revealed which tempts me to do naked people again but I think I may go for some variation and do something to do with decollage or masquerade. Or both if i'm feeling rather more creative. Last year i did 'punk' and got an A on that unit so i'm seriously hoping for a repeat performance.

Note to self: Buy the Johnny Depp movie 'Benny and Joon' (it's great and he looks yummy in it.)
Speaking of Johnny Depp..I've become obsessed with 'the secret window' if you haven't seen it..you should have.

P.S I love Ben

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[21 Feb 2005|11:27am]
Wow, that entry was huge. I do apologize, lol
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